Greetings readers! (I think I am down to 1- no?) How are you people? Well, me? I have been depressed. Another year has come and gone.

I confess- im sorry

Hey. I know it has been a LONG time since I last wrote, but I had to finish school. Thank God I am. It was getting to be hard. I wasn't working , so I got a job at a store, which is okay, but the pay is awful. I am around young people and I like it. School was ok. I had an internship, which was neat. I got 4 articles published. 2 in the school paper and 2 in a real paper. I am happy.
As far as the personal life goes, couldn't be any drier. I mean, sure, at work I can flirt and act silly with guys, there is a guy I am totally crushing. He's older- 3o something. But he is such a cutie. Brad works on the other side. He is so nice. Too bad I am the weirdo I am. Oh well.
I have given up hope that I will get married. I am SO fucking tired of kids I watched grow up get married. I am just going to have to find live the way other losers like me do- the dating scene. Waiting around for some fake ass fucker to find you a man is SO 3rd century India.
I don't know. Im just frustrated. I have tried to be a good person but nothing ever works out for me. Oh, and did I mention my frog died? poor Ailey. I am still mourning him. And I lost my phone, so I got a cheap new one. I am sick and tired of things not working out for me. I want someone to love me for me. Fuck the bullshit, I mean, if certain little kids can get hitched, why the fuck can't I? It's rediculous. I am about to turn to the net- why not.? I am at my wits end. 2007 is nearly over and I can tell you, its not gonna be a good review. Shit just got bad.
Ok, tired.
Until I confess again...