Ugh, really?

The Purple Alien is back. I think so anyway. I have neglected this blog. Mainly because I thought I grew up. But the thing is, I am SO depressed. I am 30 years old. Well, 29, but I'll be 30 before you know it. I am single and everyone who goes to the masjid with me is married with kids. If I have to hear about them talking about giving birth one more time, I am gonna scream. We get it, childbirth is scary. But before I can think about that shit, I need to get married. That is looking like it's never gonna happen. It sucks, and I feel like I wanna just lock myself in a room alone. There is nothing keeping me here. Men don't like me, I'm not into women. Fuck life. Fuck it all.
Gonna go cry not.