Ultra depressed confession

Hey everyone. How are you? Me? I think my depression has reached the breaking point. I have been thinking about so many things, bad things. Like, what if i wasn't here and stuff. Everything is upsetting me. Work is so bad,i feel so alone. Home sucks, they don't love me enough and treat me bad. School is awful, I am FAILING a class, which i haven't done in HOW long? Then my lack of a social life is getting to me. I cry a lot, sleep alot and i gained a lot of weight. I sometimes wanna die. I hate everything. I have decided to get some help. Monday I am calling some people, I need to talk to someone or something. If that doesnt help, I guess I will go to the hospital. I gotta go now, just wanted to update you all and get this out.
Until I feel well enough to confess some more...