Year end confession

Ok, Hello everyone! Happy New year! 2006 was a pretty odd year. It started off kinda weird, and ended even weirder. How about a recap?
January 2006- Started off rather odd, I was sad, but it was manageable. Nothing too bad happened, I thought the year was going good.
February 2006- THe beginning of my depression. I had a falling out with certain people, Seth to be exact, I got depressed and stuff, started eating like crazy. How mean he is...
March 2006- Still in depression mode, but working 2 jobs and going to school. I was grouchy and sick, wasn't a good combo.
April 2006- School was irking me, I hated it to be honest, at least my communications classes.
May 2006- Got a D+. The + was like an insult to injury. I was MAD, but I knew my depression was the cause.
June 2006- I don't remember what the f I did to be honest. I was in a total funk, I made the appointment to see the shrink.
July 2006- Corzine started the month by shutting down the state, so I got a week off from work, and we got paid for it. heehee. I started seeing the doctor, I gained a lot of weight, like 50 lbs since like, February. Started school again too, BCC is awesome.
August 2006- School ended well I did good, a and b.
September 2006- Back to Rowan. I liked it, but I was tired a lot and Ramadan, Ya Allah!
October 2006- Hmm, there was Eid, no prospectes in the whole marriage game, and I thought about it a lot more. I don't know, it's weird.
November 2006- Grampa Washington passed away the day before my 24th B-day. Need I say more?
December 2006- Seth is gone, I no longer have to see him and be sad. I have been sick too, I went to the hospital a few days ago, and I have a low hemoglobin count, whatever that means, so I been tired.
So I think looking at it all, the year ends at a pretty sad mark of a 5. It was bad, but there were some ok things I suppose. Oh, I got a freakin ticket over the summer which sucked but like, I dont know, it could have been worse I think.
In the new year, I hope to find someone to love. I am getting older now and well, I need someone for me. InshaAllah, it will happen, but I am gonna be patient.
Happy New Year yall, and Until I confess again next year...

tired of it all confession

hi. I so hate school right now. I admit I could have tried harder to do my work, I could have paid better attention and all that, but my grades are awful. I never got anything less than a B in a writing class, but I got a C+ in this enterprise journalism class. I am heated, I mean, I did my best most of the time, i bet its because I stopped talking to him. I had to though, I was madly in love with him, yes,it was wrong, he is married with a kid, not to mention my teacher.this sucks, I have to get at least a C and an A to keep my GPA at a decent level. I am getting too old for this. I am tired. I think I should just get married and pop out some puppies or something, forget about school and work, too much stress.
I just wanted to vent. I will be doing my year end review next week. I dont think I will forget... So-
Until I confess again...

Update on the confessions

Hi everyone. I am SO happy to tell you that I hate life. Yep, that's right, life sucks. So check this out. My grandfather passed away right, the DAY BEFORE my 24th B-day. (which for those who care was November 27th) So I didnt go to work for a few days, cause I was TIRED. I am sick man, been bleeding almost constantly since like Eid. October. I stopped for maybe a week, then it started again. This sucks ASS man, I hate it. I am SO exhausted and stuff.
As far as school goes, its nearly over. I am totally in LOVE with my one teacher, he is such a hotty. The other ones are ok, 15 credits isnt that bad. Though I have to study a lot.
Hmm, what else? WEll, I am still single. I want a man, but it seems I attract married guys, or I do something incredibly stupid to mess things up. What can I say? I am a weirdo. Ok, gotta go go class. 1 more week!
Until I confess some more...