The return of the confessions!
Wow, I haven't put my thoughts down at all in 2008. Whoa. Anyway, I have been rather busy. I got my degree in December, but Friday, May 16, 2008 was the graduation. I was nervous, and it rained, but whatever. Then, I have been talking to my new BGF. Well, he was kinda always my BGF (which is Best Guy Friend for all you not in the know) MY BFF left and went to Tunisia. Which sucks because she is missing everything. Oh well, dumb bitch only wants sex, what a freak.
So like I was saying, Kamran, is totally sweet, he listens to me and all that jazz. Thing is, I think I could potentially be falling for him. Which is not good- we're friends! He is so quick to tell me he doesn't like me and to be honest, it's getting on my nerves. I mean, why not? am I not worthy? HE said he wants to take care of me so long as I live in a muslimah convent. I can't have sex and I can't get married and have kids. Its like WTF? I put up with it because he is so nice, but damn, ya know?
On the relationship front, there is nothing really there. I met someone, had dinner with him, liked him, but it didn't work out. We were kinda different. I need someone with similar values as me, and he has to like sports, prefereably the Bills, but anyone who isn't an Eagles or Patriots or Cowboys fan is okay.
I have decided to join a Muslim youth group . Yes, at my age, its kinda neat, and I am on the national board. Can you believe it? wowsers. I got Kamran to help me, which lets me spend time with him. giggle giggle. We're going to Michigan together, but I need to find more chicks to come. I know, I should wanna be alone with him, but eww, that won't do.I have a reputation. Still, I wanna go to MI. I think it would benefit me to see active young Muslims. Kam thinks so too, but i dont know.
I want a baby. How's THAT for a confession? Catherine, RB's mom has a 6 month old and even tho the little snot doesn't like me, I totally want one. And ive been hormonal. Kam thinks i am horny but I told him to not say that stuff. I mean, ew, I don't wanna hear talk of sex out his mouth. Then, he was like, why do you talk about sex like that. I mean, heller, I am Abby's BFF. That's how we do.
Hm., I can't think of anything else worth reporting about. I am 98% sure I am in love with Kamran and he doesn't like me back. I think that is enough, no? Who cares?
OKay, I will try and confess again soon.
So like I was saying, Kamran, is totally sweet, he listens to me and all that jazz. Thing is, I think I could potentially be falling for him. Which is not good- we're friends! He is so quick to tell me he doesn't like me and to be honest, it's getting on my nerves. I mean, why not? am I not worthy? HE said he wants to take care of me so long as I live in a muslimah convent. I can't have sex and I can't get married and have kids. Its like WTF? I put up with it because he is so nice, but damn, ya know?
On the relationship front, there is nothing really there. I met someone, had dinner with him, liked him, but it didn't work out. We were kinda different. I need someone with similar values as me, and he has to like sports, prefereably the Bills, but anyone who isn't an Eagles or Patriots or Cowboys fan is okay.
I have decided to join a Muslim youth group . Yes, at my age, its kinda neat, and I am on the national board. Can you believe it? wowsers. I got Kamran to help me, which lets me spend time with him. giggle giggle. We're going to Michigan together, but I need to find more chicks to come. I know, I should wanna be alone with him, but eww, that won't do.I have a reputation. Still, I wanna go to MI. I think it would benefit me to see active young Muslims. Kam thinks so too, but i dont know.
I want a baby. How's THAT for a confession? Catherine, RB's mom has a 6 month old and even tho the little snot doesn't like me, I totally want one. And ive been hormonal. Kam thinks i am horny but I told him to not say that stuff. I mean, ew, I don't wanna hear talk of sex out his mouth. Then, he was like, why do you talk about sex like that. I mean, heller, I am Abby's BFF. That's how we do.
Hm., I can't think of anything else worth reporting about. I am 98% sure I am in love with Kamran and he doesn't like me back. I think that is enough, no? Who cares?
OKay, I will try and confess again soon.
posted by Lavender Blackwell at 10:53 PM
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