Tuesday, June 06, 2006

deleted confession

I said some things I should not have. I am sorry. Therefore I am deleting it, sorry yall
I will try to watch it from now on...
Until I confess again...

Monday, June 05, 2006

Confession that when one door closes,another opens

Hey. This was gonna be a sad and depressed entry. It was supposed to be that. But I am happy to say it is not.
See, I sent that email to Seth. He (like the asshole he is) got all dumb and told Tara that he didnt wanna be my friend, and he liked things as they are. He is such a dickhead, I mean, he complains about crap, when others have it harder. Like, ok, the job is willing to give students up to $350 a year for 2 classes. That is freaking great, since I can't get financial aid (we'll go over that in a minute). I go to a school that has 1 class costing more than that, but I am not complaining. He goes to a school where 1 class is like 200 bucks and he's acting all weird and mad. what a jerkoff.
I got denied for financial aid. Apparently, I make too much money. (17gs last year. Im BALLIN!) I was so mad, but I got that money im gonna try to get. I should be fine.
Ok, so i was feeling kinda sad. Seth keeps hanging near my desk, and I dont know, i am hurt. Or WAS hurt. I kinda met some guy. He is hella cute, and so sweet. I know he doesnt have the name, but really, was that name anything more than a silly dream? Also, like, its not that serious. He makes me happy and gets my mind off seth and his attitute towards me. That's nice. He is 26, almost 27. He works in marketing, he minored in communications, which i have an associates in... um, he has a house, which is awesome, and 2 cars. he is such a nice guy. too bad I dont think much will come from it..
Well, until I confess some more...