updated confession

Greetings. How are you all? I am doing better, mentally anyway. Physically, im a mess. I dont know why, tests are pending. My work situation though? going downhill fast. Let's see. Me and Tara no longer talk. I feel so isolated and like nobody likes me, I am nervous, I don't talk often and it seems like everyone else is advancing and I am stationary. (or is that stationery? hell if I know). School is kinda bad. I am not doing very well in my communications classes, but my law and justice classes are going well enough. I can't explain it. I have a D in comm theory, but its not the F i had before. InshaAllah, I will pass, but its SO hard.
I got the numbers for some psychiatrists, but my BFF told me I didnt need it. She is in nusring school, so I take her advice in this case. SO I complain to her, and this blog. Its sad, i know, but i have no choice. I can't tell people to their face how I feel, oh well.
until later...