Pre-Birthday Confession
Greetings readers. How are you all? I am broke. i have like NO money, and i just got paid. It totally sucks. I have lost my wisdom teeth too, got them pulled. I think they are healed now. It only took 2 weeks.
In other news, I am just days away from the big 2-3. Yes, my 23rd birthday is on Sunday. I am cool, I haven't a clue what I am gonna do, or even who I will be with. It sucks. I am another year older and no closer to getting anywhere. No man, no prospect of a man, ruined my chances of getting the only man who talks to me, sucks completely.
Oh, in other news, I might be going to Arizona. Not that I want to, but my dad is thinking about taking a family trip. like say I like hanging with my family. I mean, I am only going to get away from here. It is gonna be around Christmas time. I hope we fly. My dad said there is a big Muslim community there, I hope so, I need to broaden my horizons. Shoot, I am getting old.
There was a rape at my school. Right next to the parking lot where I park my car. I went tonight, and was scared shitless, so I parked next to 322. come to find out we didnt have class. I wasn't mad, I just walked back to my car and came home. I was afraid of walking back alone that late (after like 8:45pm) I don't have any friends to walk me to my car either. It sucks. I am thinking about being more socialable, but I am SO shy. Oh well.
There is this Muslim Sorority. I wanna join. I have a decent GPA and I need to network. I need friends. then maybe I will be happier.
So Seth and I are friends again. i guess. He and Tara still kinda flirt, but it isn't nearly as bad as it was. In fact, I stole Seth's ball today. I am a total geek, i know, but he deserved it, he was being a weirdo.
Ok I am tired, so I am off.
Until I confess some more...
In other news, I am just days away from the big 2-3. Yes, my 23rd birthday is on Sunday. I am cool, I haven't a clue what I am gonna do, or even who I will be with. It sucks. I am another year older and no closer to getting anywhere. No man, no prospect of a man, ruined my chances of getting the only man who talks to me, sucks completely.
Oh, in other news, I might be going to Arizona. Not that I want to, but my dad is thinking about taking a family trip. like say I like hanging with my family. I mean, I am only going to get away from here. It is gonna be around Christmas time. I hope we fly. My dad said there is a big Muslim community there, I hope so, I need to broaden my horizons. Shoot, I am getting old.
There was a rape at my school. Right next to the parking lot where I park my car. I went tonight, and was scared shitless, so I parked next to 322. come to find out we didnt have class. I wasn't mad, I just walked back to my car and came home. I was afraid of walking back alone that late (after like 8:45pm) I don't have any friends to walk me to my car either. It sucks. I am thinking about being more socialable, but I am SO shy. Oh well.
There is this Muslim Sorority. I wanna join. I have a decent GPA and I need to network. I need friends. then maybe I will be happier.
So Seth and I are friends again. i guess. He and Tara still kinda flirt, but it isn't nearly as bad as it was. In fact, I stole Seth's ball today. I am a total geek, i know, but he deserved it, he was being a weirdo.
Ok I am tired, so I am off.
Until I confess some more...
posted by Lavender Blackwell at 1:50 AM
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