Hormonal Confession

Greetings to the 3 people reading this. It is my wish that you all feel WAY better than I do, and that I have been feeling lately. I am SO hormonally screwed up. I cry for no reason, I get mad for no reason, I get depressed for no real reason. I hate people. See here is what has been happening.
Seth and I are (or were) cool right? Well, I acted all weird and apologized, though I know I was not to blame, he was clearly flirting with Tara. She has been flirting with him too, and it pisses me off, but whatever, I need to move on. Lately, Seth has been ignoring me and acting like I am a pest, which is SO not fair, I wanna just slap him, but no tolerance at work. Then, Tara has been acting like she cares when she obviously doesn't. Why can't people just hate me to my face?
Also, I have decided to move to Buffalo once I graduate. Or at least vacation there soon. I mean, I was watching the Bill-Jets game (Buffalo won, yea!). All the Bills stuff made me wanna leave here SO bad. THen I go to the store and it is Eagles city. Barf! IT totally is rubbish. I swear, it is like I am a Buffalonian who was switched with a jerseyan. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE NJ, it is home, but Buffalo is just so much better. It is like a Big Freehold, my hometown. *sigh* Plus, I fear losing everything to my friends. I think I am gonna have to find my spouse in the worst possible place, I won't reveal it now though, it is too horrible. Eid is coming up, and they ren't having it in my town, (yea!) so hopefully I will go somewhere with eligibles. I need to lose weight! I am such a pig. I don't eat a lot, and it is Ramadan but I have lost NO weight I don't think. Damn. I am crying. I'm out.
Until I feel well enough to Confess again without crying...