Congratulations confession
Okay, I have been away from this blog trying to get my thoughts together. I know what my problem is. I am ultra jealous. Of what, who knows, it's not important. Now, what IS important is the fact that I finally talked to the cute guy at work. He's 24, way younger than I thought. Still, he is so cool. I still get nervous around him, since I am me, but I feel better now. Its weird, at break time, we can talk and stuff, but if he comes near me I shut up and act like I dont notice him. Like say I don't, I stare at him like a love sick 12 year old. *sigh*.
In Islamic news, I am no closer to finding someone than I was last time I wrote. This guy was talkin to me, but EWW, he was smokin a black and mild, but he was supposed to be a salafi. He was trying to talk that talk, and use arabic but he sounded like a total fool. It was funny. I havent been out otherwise. This guy at Costco is cute, but I cant remember where I have seen him before. I know Costco, but where else? Hmmm. Mystery indeed.
My graduation is Saturday. The breakfast is tomorrow. I am SO nervous, since I don't KNOW anyone from school. Okay, maybe I do but not many people. I am like the girl who is there but nobody cares. (hey! that rhymed) Anyway though I am going, since the rehearsal is also tomorrow, but I will most likely sit alone, and just be alone. So sad, I know. Maybe some of my former classmated who I was friendly with will take pity upon me or something. I hope.
Well, I need to explain my last entry. See, something happened and I was feeling down. I mean, I was on the brink of checking myself into a mental facility, that is how bad I felt. I still feel sad, but now that I have spoken to the guy from work, I don't feel as bad. InshaAllah, there will be a Muslim guy out there who is nice like that.
Why is it that most of the sweetest guys are not Muslim? I mean, would it KILL a Muslim man to be nice once in a while? they always wanna look down on someone. Or they wanna date you, Sheesh, are there any Muslim guys out there who are like me? Perhaps there is one out there, who is Muslim, but Only god knows. Sheesh. This whole falling in love thing will be my end man, Im tell you. If I dont either get married or start talkin to someone deeply quick, I will be forced to take drastic measures. I dont know what they are yet, but I think it will be bad...
In Islamic news, I am no closer to finding someone than I was last time I wrote. This guy was talkin to me, but EWW, he was smokin a black and mild, but he was supposed to be a salafi. He was trying to talk that talk, and use arabic but he sounded like a total fool. It was funny. I havent been out otherwise. This guy at Costco is cute, but I cant remember where I have seen him before. I know Costco, but where else? Hmmm. Mystery indeed.
My graduation is Saturday. The breakfast is tomorrow. I am SO nervous, since I don't KNOW anyone from school. Okay, maybe I do but not many people. I am like the girl who is there but nobody cares. (hey! that rhymed) Anyway though I am going, since the rehearsal is also tomorrow, but I will most likely sit alone, and just be alone. So sad, I know. Maybe some of my former classmated who I was friendly with will take pity upon me or something. I hope.
Well, I need to explain my last entry. See, something happened and I was feeling down. I mean, I was on the brink of checking myself into a mental facility, that is how bad I felt. I still feel sad, but now that I have spoken to the guy from work, I don't feel as bad. InshaAllah, there will be a Muslim guy out there who is nice like that.
Why is it that most of the sweetest guys are not Muslim? I mean, would it KILL a Muslim man to be nice once in a while? they always wanna look down on someone. Or they wanna date you, Sheesh, are there any Muslim guys out there who are like me? Perhaps there is one out there, who is Muslim, but Only god knows. Sheesh. This whole falling in love thing will be my end man, Im tell you. If I dont either get married or start talkin to someone deeply quick, I will be forced to take drastic measures. I dont know what they are yet, but I think it will be bad...
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