Working confession

Well, I have a real job, with the state. I'm gettin paid tomorrow! for only a week's work, woo hoo!!! I sure hope it is more than that raggedy tax joint paid. I am a judiciary clerk, but all I do is separate old lawsuit papers. Like, from 1980. All these things are older than me, weird. So I haven't seen any prospects for like marriage or anything. I still like the one guy- but I'm too scared to tell him how I feel. blame Tyler I guess. No, don't blame him, I've been shy since like forever. Oh well, I guess I will just stand by while he marries some other chick. Sucks to be me.
Now, I am on a diet, and I dont care, I am a whale nearly as big as the one that was swimmin in the delaware river. Stupid whate he was. I mean, he was white, and dumb. (I am SO not a racist) I call him Moby, but the dumb media call him Hali or Ali or whatever. Stupid. a white whale is moby dick dammit!!
Im calm, I'm calm. So anywho. I haven't talked to my friend in like a month, I should call her this weekend, hopefully she isn't working on Saturday. we are supposed to be getting together next month, Me her, her sister and her sister's friend. I hope we do get together and go out, cause I need to chill out, you know?
Well, I gotta work in the morning, so I'm off.