Belated Confession
It's been a long time, I should have written... Okay, that was my weak attempt at being funny. I have been busy though. I got accepted to Rutgers, which is a total bummer since I already paid Rowan, plus, Rowan is better for me. I also got a REAL job! with the state!! I am happy! I need glasses too, so i might go there looking like a dork, so what, at least I gotta job and can get money!
I went to the MSA conference in NYC. I loved it, my sister and I totally bonded and junks. I saw some calligrapher and that was the most awesome thing of all, TOTALLY hot.
Now on to my fake love life. There is this teacher ( I know, me and teachers, this one is also a History teacher, and my sister's history teacher...) Anyway, he is SO cute, MashaAllah. I mean he is dreamy. He is single, and well, my dad likes him. That is a good sign right? Only problem is he is not my dream guy. Sadly, I have resigned myself to only look at guys like my One true love. Damn me and my silly imagination! It isn't right or fair that I am ignoring decent guys- wait a minute, how do I know he even likes me, I am SO totally overreacting. I mean, hello, I am acting like those weirdo girls who sees a guy, he salams them then they are in love. Not that I am in love or anything, I kinda just get this vibe from him, like, I don't know, he watches me. Which is weird cause since my babies left, I haven't felt that vibe from a guy- well, I did, just not one I like back. *sigh* Oh wells.
There is a person who I like, who matches my dream guy profile, but I am such a shy alien that I can't tell them. Maybe I will one day if I get totally wasted. Haram! I know, but I can't help it. I need help. Need to go cry now. until I confess- speakin of confessions. The Pope has passed away, which means, Friday, I will miss my soaps. Blasted!Well, maybe they will show them, I mean, not EVERYONE in this country is a catholic... Maybe I can see AMC, OLTL and GH. (I NEED to see a certain character on GH. HOTTY!!) But ya, until I confess again... Oh ya, Happy belated B-day to my mommy and happy anniversary to my parents!
I went to the MSA conference in NYC. I loved it, my sister and I totally bonded and junks. I saw some calligrapher and that was the most awesome thing of all, TOTALLY hot.
Now on to my fake love life. There is this teacher ( I know, me and teachers, this one is also a History teacher, and my sister's history teacher...) Anyway, he is SO cute, MashaAllah. I mean he is dreamy. He is single, and well, my dad likes him. That is a good sign right? Only problem is he is not my dream guy. Sadly, I have resigned myself to only look at guys like my One true love. Damn me and my silly imagination! It isn't right or fair that I am ignoring decent guys- wait a minute, how do I know he even likes me, I am SO totally overreacting. I mean, hello, I am acting like those weirdo girls who sees a guy, he salams them then they are in love. Not that I am in love or anything, I kinda just get this vibe from him, like, I don't know, he watches me. Which is weird cause since my babies left, I haven't felt that vibe from a guy- well, I did, just not one I like back. *sigh* Oh wells.
There is a person who I like, who matches my dream guy profile, but I am such a shy alien that I can't tell them. Maybe I will one day if I get totally wasted. Haram! I know, but I can't help it. I need help. Need to go cry now. until I confess- speakin of confessions. The Pope has passed away, which means, Friday, I will miss my soaps. Blasted!Well, maybe they will show them, I mean, not EVERYONE in this country is a catholic... Maybe I can see AMC, OLTL and GH. (I NEED to see a certain character on GH. HOTTY!!) But ya, until I confess again... Oh ya, Happy belated B-day to my mommy and happy anniversary to my parents!
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