OTL confession

Well, Luckily Hell hasnt totally frozen over. The Smeagles LOST the Stupid Bowl! Im sorry, but 2 teams I hate were in it, and yes, I watched some of it, Even though I told myself I would not. Hey, I couldn't miss Paul McCartney Or however that dude spells his name. Yeah, the Skankriots beat the Smeagles. Stupid I tells ya, hardcore Stupidity.
Okay, moving along in my life... I called my friend. I feel bad about having beef with her. She is merely a hurt soul, ya know? Anyway, she's cool, and talking to her made my heart feel at ease. It was great! She's going through some tough times and such, but InshaAllah, it will all work out for her.
Now, on to my quest. She has been trying to get me married for like EVER. She knows my type and she looks out for me, but I don't know, I can't marry ANYONE, you know? Picky as I am, I don't think I will marry anyone anytime soon. Unless my one true love comes along, but how will I know? I mean, I have a name and a face but who's to say that He is the ONE, you know? What if I spent years dreaming about him and he sees me and doesn't like me. What if he DESPISES me or something? we mustn't think like that Lav, we must remain positive. Yes indeed.
Okay, this is a plea to him. If you're out there, send a sista a sign, you know? I mean, I'm waiting desperately for you, hurry up! Nall, I'm playing, still send me a sign!!
Well, until I confess again...