Eid Confession

Eid Mubarak! This has got to be the DRIEST eid on record for me. I did absolutely NOTHING. I mean, I went to the prayer this morning and came home, that' it. Oh, I went to the library too, I hate that place, it's so stupid. but that's for another confession...
So I am feeling really sad and depressed. I know it's supposed to be a joyful day, but I feel like crying. I know why, but this time, I have a new reason. See, I have been doing a lot of thinking and I have realized my "best friends" are more like enemies to me. I mean, we have always had a weird friendship where we cuss each other and all, but lately, they've been attacking my character and calling me immature WAY too much. I am like 5 seconds from beating this one girl to smitherines! Okay, maybe I'm just moody, but still, I'm sick of that bitch callin me up leaving nasty messages on my voicemail and stuff, yet I'M the immature one. She's the married slut who is still trying to pick up guys. I mean, I have her secrets, why is she being so mean to me? The cow! Of course, we've been through a lot, me and her, perhaps she is the one going through something hardcore and I should remain a good loyal friend. It HAS been like, nearly 10 years or something odd what we've known each other, and she was there to help me get over Tyler (that horrible thing...) She has helped me out loads of times, so yeah, I am gonna help that cow get over whatever SHE's going through. Hey! maybe one of her lovers left her or some craziness! hmm, I should call her tonight, to tell her Eid greetings and that goodness and get the dirt... Poor her, InshaAllah, things are okay with her, maybe she gave up her horrible ways and is going through withdrawal (or however you spell it). I am gonna call her now actually. Eid Mubarak Yall!