baby confession

Hi all! I can't believe Eid is coming up. It seems like I just went through the depression of the last one, you know? Anyway, my dad said it was friday but NOW he's saying Thursday. AHHH! No worries, I gotta outfit to wear, I'm not going anywhere neat, nobody interesting will see me so there is no need to wear any makeup, thus, I will not. Still, I need to find a husband and going places where there are no potentials makes that pretty hard, you know? I mean, the Eid is a Muslim event, so I should be able to find a potential there, but there are never any REAL potentials there, totally SUCKS!!
Okay, I am calm. I am SO totally craving munchos. but anyway. Last night was Meet your muslim neighbor night. I went to see my friends, but I saw this girl who I haven't seen in like a year! she has a baby now and all that goodness. I mean, I Love babies! I want one SO badly, It's like, is there a store I can buy one from? I love holding them, babies love me, and I love them. Kids are a totally different story, they like me and I tolerate them. Man, I need to get married like al AN because I want kids. Maybe I can adopt one, but they'll never hand a kid over to a single woman who lives with her parents. Blastedness!