annoyed confession

Hi! I am SO annoyed. See, It's SO cold out, and I can't seem to warm up. I tried tea, coffee, cocoa, nothing works. I'm wearing like 2 layers of clothes... (I can't find my tamagotchi...) I'm wearing stockings, which I used to NEVER wear, but I wear them a lot these cold days. What's happening to me? I used to be the kid who would run outside in the snow in a t shirt, now I can't run to the car without freezing! So so sad.
Oh, my cousin Cliff wrote me a letter. Basically telling me he'll make dua for me, but that I need to stop dreaming. I guess he's right, but I'm a dreamer. I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us and the world will live as one. (or whatever.) Ok, so I'm a crazy lennon quoter wannabe, got beef? eat chicken. don't like that? try boca, it's quite tasty. I'm seriously silly. and I get annoyed easily. My moods change so much that I cry while I laugh. I'm serious. Once, I was hanging out with my peeps and I was crying and they were like, you're weird yo, but I mean, what was I to do? Anyway, so Cliff is my older cuz, like a brother. he said that he has to know any potential I have, but why is it that I have to get my 2 cousin's approval? (adrian and clifton are brothers...) True I was the first girl and all that goodness but shoot they gots kids and I don't so I should be able to choose who I like. Though they both kinda said Tyler was a loser... Hmm, maybe I should listen to them, but it's just not fair! Aw hell, ain't nothin fair in life these days.
My mom is making me go OUTSIDE in the FREEZING COLD to get her purse. HOW INSENSITIVE TO MY FREEZINGNESS!!! Oh well, I better do it, so I'm off. Until I confess again...