Sunday, December 05, 2004

late night confessional

Howdy all! Today, I saw my little nephew. Well, technically, he's my cousin, but his father is practically my brother, so he's like my nephew. Anyway, his mother was there, and it was so cute how they interact. She has been having problems, but she's working on herself. She SO needs Islam, but I think she feels that White people don't convert... Boy is SHE wrong. I never tried giving her Dawah, maybe now is a good time to. I was thinking earlier, Ratboy (my nephew) would look absolutely ADORABLE in a thobe! I am gonna buy one, put it on him, snap a picture, then hurry and take it off before his parents see. Wait, Adrian, (his father) shouldn't mind, he wore them himself back in the day. I wish he was a practicing Muslim again. I mean, his son needs some kinda religion to follow. Why not Islam? His father, after all is a Haji, shoot, I am gonna work hard for it. Or maybe not. I don't know anymore! Let me change subjects.
I have at least 2 papers to do this weekend. I was gonna start my BIG one, but I changed my mind. I am SO pissed off at my teacher. I mean, I thought about the class, and I thought all was good at first, but it wasn't- he is an IDIOT! he is SO into the environment its like, I am taking RELIGION, not ECOLOGY! oh well, I still gotta do this paper. It's on the Abrahamic faiths and their relationship to the Environment. For all yall who don't know (I am sure the 3 of you do but still) the Abrahamic faiths are the 3 religions that trace their root to Abraham. that would be Judaism, Christianity and Islam. this paper is giving me such a migraine! I wish I was still popping pills, because I desperately need them now. I looked in the cabinet and I saw some low dose (like 220 mg) of aspirin, but come ON, I was a percecet addict, that low dose crap does nothing for me. then I saw some nighttime stuff, but I wanna stay awake (gotta start SOMETHING tonight) I decided to take a bunch of the low dose crappy things. I took 3, 660 mg. Considering that I used to take 2 500mg on a normal day, I should be fine- right? I'm sure my body can handle it. Inshaallah it can. Okay, I will not thing about it.
Tomorrow, (or later Today, damn, it's late) my mom is cooking (Weird I know) breakfast (double WHOA!). My dad is bringing his sister over. Um, yeah, she's mentally ill. seriously. and um, when I was like 10, she threatened to like, kill me, so I am scared of her. also, uh, well, she kinda smells pissy. My mom HATES having her around and friday night, my sister and I had to go out to a resturant with her. Alhumdulillah, there was hardly anyone in there, because she was -there is no WORD for how bad she smelled. I don't know if my dad notices it or not, because he never says anything about it. I recall he told his daddy he smelled like Urine, shoot, tell her! save us ALL!!! Okay, I am going to end here. I think the feds are on to me... (I'll explain some other time

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